I've decided that I'm going back to school.  I'm really excited about it although I have no clue what I'm going to do or even do I have the slightest idea what I might be interested in.  I've listened to a lot of people tell me that pharmacology is a good feild right now but that isn't to say that the fourty million who are in it right now won't take all the good positions in four years.  However throught all the confusion, I took a test called the "Strong Intrest Inventory" apperently it is supposed to take from the different careers, people, subjects, activities that you like or dislike and tell you what kind of position or what kind of career might be good for you.  I went so quickly into the military that I don't even know how to fine tune myself.  I can't even tell what kind of careers I would slightly be interested in.  Oh well, I'm proud of myself for making such a big and bold step into my future!  YAH! GO ME!  WHOO..HOOO!

Excuse me, I had to contain myself.  I did my tasks this year and I'm getting back a really big check.  I'm using it to make a down payment on a house, and also a divorce.  Two more really big changes.  But right now, I couldn't care less about getting a divorce because I'm so excited about the steps I'm taking.  I guess you could say that I've never really thought that I could amount to much, and I'm basically proving myself wrong here.  I've been talking with an old friend from high school and I realized after talking with him for almost six hours on the phone that I kind of might still like him. I haven't seen him since I've been home but as soon as I heard his voice on the other side of that phone my heart melted all over again.  I mentioned how I was feeling to him and he kind of acted like a little boy all giggly and here I am thinking that just girls get like that.  So there is big change number four or five, I lost count.  Anyways, I'm so HAPPY

 

my life is in such a blur right now.  does anyone ever get the feeling that you are sitting back and just watching everything just happen?  no matter what you do, there isn't anything you can change or fix.  i go to work and take care of my things and do what i'm supposed to do and everyone that i'm really close with just doesn't seem like i know them anymore.  i really feel like the whole world is just two steps ahead of me and i can't catch up.  i don't know what i'm gonna do. 

So i was just at the gym working out minding my own buisness and this big ol' beffy guy walks up to me and tells me that if i'm going to work out then i sould were my pt clothes.  (pt is physical training).  well for the past seven years that's what i wore to work out in.  he then goes on to tell me how much of a disgrace it is to see people wearing these clothes when they have no clue what is like for those overseas.  so i go out to my car and grab my mil.id and this idoit i swear couldn't even talk, he's standing there in his big ol' muscly body shaking say i'm s-s-s-so s-s-s-s-orry.  well dumbass i fought for you too, so kiss my ass and shut up.

moral of the story: just because its not a military town doesn't mean that we aren't around you and any giving time at in giving place.  as for the big meaty boys who think they are better than every one else because they  are the size of linebackers..just remember you live in america and little girls like me fight for you to be that big.

In four days I will be completely out processed for the United States Army!  I'm totally thrilled about this.  I actually will not be forced to look into another cockpit for the rest of my life.  I started a grooming job here at one of the pet shoppes.  I tell you all though I did this all through high school, it isn't like riding a bike, you freakin forget.  Anyways, I'm working my way though some pretty easy doggie do's today and I come to this dog that had like EXTREME mats. I mean this poor little "maltese" was like brown and he actually felt hard.  (Incase you didn't know all malteses are white, a very fine, thin coated, WHITE dog)  So I started working all these mats off with the clippers  and I realized that there are maggots crawling all over this dog.  It was so nasty!  I called the owner of the dog and told them what I had found and she actually told me...well we mowed the grass the other day and found the dog we thought ran away two years ago.   which totally makes the teenagers i mentioned in my last blog look like saints.  honestly who doesn't notice the dog like white/brown hair monster jumping around in the weeds in the back yard?  Now I honestly think that is the type of person that might actually be the one that i don't want to hear anything from.

http://www.usatoday.com/news/offbeat/2006-01-10-washing-machine_x.htm

 

this is totally hilliarious

Why do some of these younger teenagers come on here and talk about their problems with their boyfriends/girlfriends?  Or what they've done at school that day?  I really don't give a shit what they're doing, honestly! Why would some one more worried about how their teacher looks than taking care of their responsiblities.  I remember being a teenager and how important it was that i started making plans monday morning for what we were all going to be doing on friday and saturday night but I would be damned if i was honestly going to let my grades slip.  I guess teenagers these days are so obessed with sex, dating, and drugs that graduating isn't such a big deal.

Hey,

My name is Layla and I heard about this place.  I've not ever done this before so I'm hoping to, well I guess try it out.  I'm not really good at typing something great or even half interesting but I usually have some really good comments and that is what a blog is for right?  Anyways so I'm Layla and HI!