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my life is in such a blur right now.  does anyone ever get the feeling that you are sitting back and just watching everything just happen?  no matter what you do, there isn't anything you can change or fix.  i go to work and take care of my things and do what i'm supposed to do and everyone that i'm really close with just doesn't seem like i know them anymore.  i really feel like the whole world is just two steps ahead of me and i can't catch up.  i don't know what i'm gonna do.